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This weekend was supposed to be a nice and happy one. What with his first book out and my birthday, but it's turning out to be total crap.

First of all, we were expecting his book out to be in the late morning or early afternoon or something, so that he can come find me after I'm done dyeing my hair, but noooo, it had to be after dinner. Fine, so I thought he could come stayover and mum said no. 'Cause she didn't want his smelly uniform and dirty stuff in the house, and he got to go home to dump his stuff in the wash. By the time he reaches home, there will be no way he's able to come out. = no time spent together at all.

Sat, I'm working full. Not to mention there's a company event after work. I finish work at freaking 10pm, and I got to go down to Pasir Ris. Who knows what time I will reach home. Another day spent not together when he's not in camp.

Sun, my birthday. Gotta go church in the morning. Fine. Maybe lunch together. And he gotta go back to pack and rush back to camp by 7pm. What now, after 2 weeks of not meeting, we only get a few hours? How fucked is that.

This turn of events totally ruined my mood. And I was in a reasonably good mood today. Great, just absolutely spiffing. No words can express how disappointed/frustrated I am. There's just no word to accurately describe it. It's fine that no one really seems to remember that it's my birthday this Sunday. Company event is to celebrate the boss's birthday, not mine, and it's so close to mine. Doesn't matter anyway, I've only worked in this company for 2 months+? I was actually all game to go and celebrate but I don't really feel like going now. Not like I'm very integrated into this 'family'. I feel like leaving, since I'm not really happy with the way things are going now. Crap pay, long hours, sacrificing my religion for a job. The only reason I'm staying is because the colleagues are nice. Which is not really sufficient enough for me to stay. Now, to add to the mix, I have to give up time with my boyfriend just for this job? No way man. It's not even my actual job. I'm only taking up this job to pass the time til univ starts. Not worth my time. I'd rather stay at home and work on my blogshop and beading. Much more enjoyable, and relaxed.

Sure, my complaints seem trivial to an outsider, but you know what? This is my life, and my blog. Any comments, please keep to yourself. Thank you very much.

This weekend was supposed to be a nice and happy one. What with his first book out and my birthday, but it's turning out to be total crap.

First of all, we were expecting his book out to be in the late morning or early afternoon or something, so that he can come find me after I'm done dyeing my hair, but noooo, it had to be after dinner. Fine, so I thought he could come stayover and mum said no. 'Cause she didn't want his smelly uniform and dirty stuff in the house, and he got to go home to dump his stuff in the wash. By the time he reaches home, there will be no way he's able to come out. = no time spent together at all.

Sat, I'm working full. Not to mention there's a company event after work. I finish work at freaking 10pm, and I got to go down to Pasir Ris. Who knows what time I will reach home. Another day spent not together when he's not in camp.

Sun, my birthday. Gotta go church in the morning. Fine. Maybe lunch together. And he gotta go back to pack and rush back to camp by 7pm. What now, after 2 weeks of not meeting, we only get a few hours? How fucked is that.

This turn of events totally ruined my mood. And I was in a reasonably good mood today. Great, just absolutely spiffing. No words can express how disappointed/frustrated I am. There's just no word to accurately describe it. It's fine that no one really seems to remember that it's my birthday this Sunday. Company event is to celebrate the boss's birthday, not mine, and it's so close to mine. Doesn't matter anyway, I've only worked in this company for 2 months+? I was actually all game to go and celebrate but I don't really feel like going now. Not like I'm very integrated into this 'family'. I feel like leaving, since I'm not really happy with the way things are going now. Crap pay, long hours, sacrificing my religion for a job. The only reason I'm staying is because the colleagues are nice. Which is not really sufficient enough for me to stay. Now, to add to the mix, I have to give up time with my boyfriend just for this job? No way man. It's not even my actual job. I'm only taking up this job to pass the time til univ starts. Not worth my time. I'd rather stay at home and work on my blogshop and beading. Much more enjoyable, and relaxed.

Sure, my complaints seem trivial to an outsider, but you know what? This is my life, and my blog. Any comments, please keep to yourself. Thank you very much.